A Depth of Growth

On my way to fellowship had to run a few shots with my roommate!

How do we peak the growth curve when it seems to platoo on a level? Keep up with the list of things?

Is consistency really the only thing to keep a curve peaking?

There are seasons of our life that demands more than what brought us there. 

Times when when what we usually do to sustain a level of growth seems shallow to experience greater leaps of the same magnitude. Recently, I've been feeling stagnant. Internal and external.  And it seems my routines are becoming blurry and I'm losing sight of the vision. Going for personal walks, having personal talk sessions with Abba, etc used to make me feel connected and filled but not anymore.

I've been sensing  the thinning from within as the demands that's made from people and responsibilties keep withdrawing unapologetically from me. The expectations and demands are increasing andI'm only barely dragging along to fill each one. I know whatever I do now will not be able to sustain and increase the level of intimacy I crave with God. I need to draw more closer. I need to listen more intently. I need to create more boundary with social media and withdrawals.

The enemy suggested a thought this morning(lol!)" Your best days are behind you.."  

But, I know better that I WILLNEVER KNOW A BETTER YESTERDAY! 

While praying this morning, I sensed a call into something deeper that I've known. To break out of my routine and seek for something deeper than I've known. To ignore the noise and distraction and stay focused on him... I'm sharing  this here to reach out to someone that the Lord is trying to get his/her attention too. Your best days is still ahead of you. The Lord is calling us to deeper walk with him. Break out of your routine.

Dear Lord, I believe your word. I believe it when you said my path shines brighter and brighter by the dasy. I answer your call for depth. Help me to insist on your depth. Help me to stay yielded to the process. Help me to keep my gaze focused amidst all these distractions. Help me to open up more to you and let you fill up every empty space with me. I want to go deeper than I've seen. Hold my hands and keep my heart seaching for nothing but A deeper walk wIth you.